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Friday, May 29, 2009

GLOOMY FRIDAY


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Im not really in good mood today. Sejak petang semalam, jiwa kacau. Bercampur-baur. Membawa hingga ke malam dan meleret sampai pagi ini.




~Thank God its Friday~

Aisyah tak pernah-pernah dibuat, menangis sambil menggawang tangan minta didukung - nak ikut mama pergi kerja. Air mata mak dugong hampir tumpah lagi melihat anak yang meronta-ronta. Sepanjang perjalanan tadi, air mata bergenang teringatkan anak.

Dia bangun tidur pagi tadi, saya tak ada di depan matanya [masatu saya disebalik dinding, sedang mengelola selimut yang basah kena kencing mlm tadi]. Dia meluru keluar dari bilik dan panggil mama! mama! Bila nampak saya, dia terus melekap tak mahu lepas.

Sekarang saya tahu perasaan ibu-ibu yang rasa macam nk berhenti kerja bila tengok anak menangis di sebalik grill pintu nursery/baby sitter setiap pagi. Apa boleh buat, hidup perlu diteruskan - ada perut yang perlu diisi dan ada hutang piutang yang perlu dilangsaikan. Dan kita pon tak tau bagaimana percaturan hidup kita di masa depan...

Dalam hidup saya sekarang, mujur ada Aisyah. Tak dapat saya bayangkan betapa 'singkat' akal saya mengambil tindakan kalau si kecil ni tak ada.

Cukup dulu nota ringkas penuh emosi untuk pagi ini. Semoga ada sinar ceria yang menanti di penghujung penghulu segala hari.

Happy Friday dan selamat berhujung minggu semua...


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